Sitting amidst the chaos, estranged from reality, holding onto fragments of hope and snippets of memories that belong in the past. I was hoping that things might turn out better than expected, but as the night passed by, it brought in clarity; hurtful realizations I needed to release myself from a moment of stagnation.
A hurricane swept the room and my emotions built up a storm. My heartbeats were louder than the music, people were moving fast, and the room was spinning around me. Breathing became a chore. I ran out of smiles to fake. My façade was shattering, but I was held in place by three pillars; the shaking ground could not throw me off balance.
Still, I was calling for a celebration that was begging to be left behind. And so, I left it behind and it’s all clear now.
Held down by your ego, you forgot to find the goodness in your heart. I wonder if that moment was more about you or me. How is it that you can’t think beyond yourself when all of it is happening outside of you?
You left a hole within me to be filled by someone else. Finally, in the midst all of this, I found myself to love. Thank you for setting me free.
Love, Alyazya
Hello my friend. It’s been awhile but I see that you are still your splendid self. Nice piece, you are amazing as usual.
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Hey, Jared. Indeed it has! Thanks for your sweet words 😊I’m glad you liked it.
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Lovely post Yazzeus!
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Self realisation brings clarity to mind.
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Your words, my sister, are hauntingly beautiful and liberating. I love your closing … “I found myself to love.” Keep writing and inspiring and healing!!
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Thank you, Wanda ^^
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Beautiful, Alyazya. I’m happy that you found my blog and now i can dip into your delights.
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Thanks Jeni ^^ I lreally iked your blog. Your posts are short and sweet. I especially liked “change.”
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Thanks Jeni ^^ I lreally iked your blog. Your posts are short and sweet. I especially liked “change.”
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Thanks Alyaza. I’m happy that you enjoyed ‘change’
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Fantastic story that really sweeps the reader into the scene! So happy to see you again, Alyazya 🙂 Hope you have a great weekend ahead!
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Thanks Tom!
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Well-written and provocative! You know how to draw the reader into your world, and that is a unique talent.
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I love this ❤️ your style is beautifully poetic
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Thanks dear ❤️
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This is inspiring and healing.
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Thank you for your humbling comment 💙
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Beautiful narrative in streams of consciousness. Anand Bose from Kerala
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💙
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