Sometimes, I wish for a family
Sometimes, I just want a home
but this is what life has for me
I think I’m gonna be all alone
Sometimes, I wonder why you created me
Other times your words make me feel whole
I’d fall asleep begging you to stay with me
In the morning, I ask you to keep me strong
At best, life is a catastrophe
but isn’t it where I belong?
And things are always crazy, so
do I ever get to move on?
It hurts when she’s next to me
and it hurts when she’s gone
Tell me, God, for how long will this go on?
I just want a family.
I just want a home.
God, living with her demons, turned me into stone.